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[i want to go home, i want to go home]

The title of this blog is actually the line I was
repeating to my boss from about ten past six
to seven today [it didn’t help, because I left
at seven which is the time I was meant to be
working] and this is because at about ten to
five today I completely lost the will to work
anymore. So you can understand that by
about six I was really going insane.

As mentioned in a previous blog, I am being
made redundant and by that I basically mean
that by no fault of my own I won’t have a job
come the 19th of July this year [next month
basically] and at first I took this as a laugh [as
I tend to do] but it is actually getting more and
more apparent.

Now I know that the amount of people at
work who have ever read this blog are
small and the percentage of those few
that read it to begin with who still do is
pretty much zero. So I can be totally honest
if I feel I want to. And I do.

And the truth is that I will miss everyone
there a great deal. Because the truth about life
is, when I go the chances of constantly hanging
out with this [quite diverse and incredibly
interesting] group of people goes with it.
Because as we all know, once you leave a
school/college/workplace you don’t really stay
in touch with the friends you’ve made in these
places unless you live quite close. Which, I’m
afraid to say I do not. And coupled with the fact
I find it incredibly hard to stay in touch with
people will inevitably come out a negative result

I have been taking up things to distract me
from these thoughts as they swirl and swirl
around my head, like taking up piano again
or looking to start [actually] writing a
novel/short story. But it does all come back
to the fact that everything about this sucks.

It really does.

[consistent observation]

So, say you’ve been reading this
blog for a while, or maybe you’ve
only just found this. You would
have probably noticed that the
majority of the blogs seems to
be random life lessons. [Trust me
I have no idea why this is].

Thoughts and advice on life and
love and observations about how
we interact as people towards one
another is just what seems to come
naturally when I start writing
blogs.

It’s actually one of the things
I can say I’m goods at, I watch
people, not in a pervy way. But
I notice slight interactions between
people. It can be fun at times.

I’m gonna try and vary
it up soon. The blogs I mean,
don’t think you can change the
way you see the world if
you notice every little thing.

[hey maybe this whole needing to
write about people is the reason I
can never get a story going for
that damn book I want to write]