This is true.
I heard this line whilst listening to Gym Class Heroes song. And it
popped into my head that this is true. Well to me anyways, no
matter how fragile I may or may not feel people in general will
not have a clue because I rarely let people see that side to me.
The last time I can remember it happening was many
years ago. And I doubt it will be happening any time
soon, but, this doesn’t stop me being the person that’s
there when things go wrong.
I have seen the ‘fragile side’ shall we say of quite a few of the people
that I know and the strange thing is that I know for a fact that if
something went majorly for me, I would probably lie and say that
all is fine and devote some time to sorting it out on my own.
But hey, it stops people worrying about me, which is
what I like, I hate when people worry about me
because I always feel like they have better things to
be doing with there time.
I’m sure that one day I’ll grow out of this and allow myself
to be fragile with someone. But therein lies the rub, because
the moment I let myself enter that world of personal fragility
I will probably open my life to this person, everything that I
had always lied about, all the anxieties that I had ever had.
And that I’m sure I could never do.
Oh and the Gym Class Heroes song is ‘Shoot Down
The Stars’. It’s a good song, give it a listen.
Posted in life, looking back, music, writing
Tagged anxiety, awesome yeah?, blog, blogging, fragility, Gym Class Heroes, heart felt blog, heartfelt blog, life, life experience, music, opening up, random, relationships, Shoot Down The Stars, short blog, writing
This song is amazing, whether electric or acoustic.
Hope you enjoy. Oh and look back, I seem to be
churning out blog posts recently so there may be
some that you have missed.
Posted in blog issue, life, video
Tagged awesome yeah?, blog, blogging, Chicago, Chicago Acoustic, good times, love, music, random, Sufjan Stevens, video, youtube
Posted in life
Tagged 99 Problems, awesome yeah?, blog, blogging, facebook, funny, Geordie Latroy, humour, humourous, Jay Z, jokes, life, lol, lolgasm, music, one photo blog, photo, photograph, photography, random, short blog, Star Trek, tumblr
Because when I got in from work today I
was stupid enough to get comfortable on
my bed and fell asleep for several hours.
So this meant that I wasn’t able to sleep
last night which is annoying as I’m up now
and I need to be at work in less than two hours,
so I thought that I would write a blog entry,
it has been a while. Hasn’t it?
First off, in regards to the previous post, and
for those that don’t know I started writing
a book when I was really bored in the
departure lounge of an airport and recently
found it again and placed the first chapter
on wordpress as a blog [the aforementioned
‘previous’ blog] and it got generally good
feedback. Apart from a few grammatical
mistakes, it was all good. If you’ve not read
it, please do and comment. I sent a message
on Facebook to my favourite author Mike Gayle
and he like it. So that was awesome. Only
annoying thing is that the second chapter
is terrible in comparasion so that needs alot
I went to Facedown on Friday. Which is a
once monthly club night held in Scala in
Kings Cross in London. And I don’t think that
I’ll be going again for some time. And this
isn’t because I had a terrible time. It’s because
it was probably one of the best nights out
I have had in a long time. And I don’t think
I need to go out for a while because of how great
that night was, other nights won’t really be
able to compare.
I may have a part-time job sorted for when I leave
Jessops in less than two weeks.
I got Regina Spektor’s new album [that’s what
the title is about] and it’s actually pretty good.
I’ve had a quick listen to La Roux’s album and
also the new album by Jack Penate. Definite
buy’s for when I get some more money
I may have an actual website soon, but it’ll most
likely be a link site for my flickr and this blog and
so forth. And there you go, a four hundred word catch
up blog on what I have been up to recently.
I didn’t sleep last night, this feels odd. Although
the Sunrise this morning probably worth it. But
now I look outside it seems to be raining.
Posted in life
Tagged 400, 400 words, amazing night, awesome yeah?, blog, facedown, foolish, inclement weather, Jack Penate, jessops, job, kings cross, La Roux, life, London, looking back, mike gayle, music, novel, rain, random, re-write, Regina Spektor, reminiscing, short blog, sleep deprivation, sunrise, website, wind and rain, windy, work, writing
Here we go, below is a list of things that I
will [emphasis on the will], achieve by
the 31st March 2009, this is much like a
new years resolution, but, transformed
into a set of goals and placed in a much
The reason for this and probably the reason
behind most new years resolutions failing is
that a year is too much time and between
the first and last day of the year things will
And that promise you made to yourself
will fall into the deep dark part of your
brain only to be remembered when
December rolls around and someone asks
what your resolution was.
Shorten the time, up the deadline. Make
December, March. You become more dedicated
and there’s less chance of it all going to hell.
1] To have achieved at least one photographic
exhibition, as one person or in a group.
2] Write and then start recording on a short
3] To have read at least 5 novels.
4] To have completed at least two of my
5] Copy all outstanding photographic ideas
into the project book.
6] Write down all the lyrics and chords for
[Little Green Book] all in one notepad.
7] To see at least one more foreign country
that I have not seen before.
And there we are. My list of goals. I have every
intention of completing every one of these goals.
And seeming that each one of these goals is an ‘at
least’ I also intend of taking each one further.
On anther note, my absence from my blog, hasn’t been
my absent mind wishing for far away lands, but for the
sheer fact that to blog, I need a trigger, a feeling if you
like and I just haven’t had one recently but the I started
thinking about this years [well, three months] list and
boom there we go.
If anyone wants to help with these goals feel free,
but realise that I can be arse when I have a particular
vision in my head. As bad as that [rather long]
sentence sounded, it’s also the truth.
Posted in life, photography, video, writing
Tagged 2009, 31st March 2009, advice, art, exhibition, foreign country, goals, life, life experience, little green book, music, myspace.com/littlegreenbook, notepad, photography, seven, seven goals, the list, writing
Although my love for music is
well known and documented
[somewhere or other], there are
only a few songs that take me.
That was a strange way to describe
it, I’ll try again, there only seem to
be a few songs that [whilst I’m
listening to them] I can close my
eyes and forget whatever is
happening no matter how drastic
it seems at the time.
Some songs make me thing of better
days, some of brighter tomorrows.
The majority though, seem to be linked
to a particular time or person [or feeling
for/to that person].
But I do have one or two songs
that when I listen to them take
me nowhere at all.
I become completely at ease and there
is only the music.
I urge you to listen to this song, with
earphones and and with your eyes closed.
[when I listen to this song all is
considered and at the same time I
don’t think about anything]
[kinda doesn’t make any sense]
Posted in life, looking back, music
Tagged better tomorrows, Bloc Party, life, Love of Music, music, not my greatest blog, People, relaxation, song, This Modern Love, youtube link
[above: Canon 350D – EF 50mm f1.8 – 1/6 Second f1.8 – ISO 1600]
[above: this photo was achieved by my lack of normal sleep. this was
taken at about four in the morning, i walked into the sitting room
and sat down, and before I switched the telelvision on I saw the
window and ran to the bedroom to grab my camera. And using the
glow of a street lamp to create the effect of sunrise as it shone
behind some plants in the window]
[above: Canon 350D – EF 50mm f1.8 – 1/60 Second f2 – ISO 1600]
[above: as I was walking back home one day I saw a huge plume of
smoke in the background and I had my camera on me and decided to
investigate. As I ran down the hill to see what was going on, I heard
a siren of a firetruck. As I turned around, I went to take the shot and
then decided to unfocus and this led to the image above, which is far
more intersting than the photo I amost took] [The firemen were
alright with me taking pictures and were quite a laugh]
[Canon 350D – EF 50mm f1.8 – 1/60 Second f1.8 – ISO 1600]
[above: this photograph was taken at a gig I went to some time ago,
the person in this photograph is a friend of mine called Mark. Because
I have photographed alot of gigs I find that I get bored quite easily.
Not with the music, but the photographs that I’m taking so after a
while it no longer becomes about capturing an image of the musician,
but getting the image itself]
[random photo blogs, hmmm, think will be a thing from now on, every so often I feel]
[All images Copyright © Richard Morris 2008]
[All Rights Reserved]
Posted in life, music, photography
Tagged 3 photo blog, all rights reserved, band photography, black and white photography, Canon, Canon 50mm, Canon EOS 350D, copyright 2008, f1.8, f2, fire engine, glow of street lamps, ISO 1600, music, photo, photo blog, photograph, photography, plant, random photo blog
On Sunday, not only did [Little
Green Book] have its first [sort
of] gig. But on the myspace we
broke a thousand plays.
Something, which,[as well as the
gig] I didn’t honestly think that
Like I believe I said on the night
of the gig;
“I don’t think it was ever meant
to get this far”
So the gig was on Sunday and
although I was nervous that
completely went away. Really.
After work Andrew dropped me home
[thanks mate] and as I got in I realised
my lil bro wasn’t indoors but has left
behind the jeans he had bought for me.
[they cost all of £3, but there not that
I also saw the setlist that my lil bro
had been working on, I say set list.
It was more a list of songs that we
should have done [in no particular
order]. He then came home and we
left to get on the train.
And because I didn’t actually know
the words to half my own songs I
spent the train ride writing down
We met up with Andrew outside Maze
Hill Station and made our way to the
pub. When we got to the Vanburgh
[pub in Greenwich] there was a guy sound
checking and he was actually all right.
The night turned out to be [as described
by the promoter] a paid rehearsal, but
hey, I got a fun time, a jokes gig and
a bit of money. Hopefully the seven
people who were there enjoyed it.
[photos will be on this blog before
and i would like to say thank you
to Andrew for the photography]
[oh and by the way, I wear size
Posted in life, music
Tagged 5th October 2008, band photography, first gig, gig, greenwich, http://mrhappy.wordpress.com, life, little green book, little green chordbook, Maze Hill Station, music, my band, myspace.com/littlegreenbook, not nervous, paid gig, seven people, size twelves
OK, now for the first time in a while
I’m actually worried, lol. It seems that
my band [if you can call it that], have
a gig. Tommorow.
And I found out about it this evening.
I have a 30-45 minute set. And pretty
much no plan. the gig is at about
8:30pm [GMT for anyone abroard reading]
and i’m at work till 5:30pm. Three
hours is all I have.
So tonight I have started writing the lyrics
in a book [which I was meant to do weeks
ago] oh well.
I’m going to see if i can get anyone to photo
the gig and hopefully got a few of the
photographs on here. This is my first gig
in front of the camera [as gig photography
is where I’ve spent most of my tiny photo
career]. And as well as being nervous I do
have to say I am really excited at the same
A link to the myspace:
[friend request would be nice]
Posted in life, music, poem / poetry
Tagged 30-45 minute set, excited, first gig, friend request, gig, greenwich, little bro, little green book, little green chordbook, lyrics, music, myspace.com/littlegreenbook, Scared, song lyrics, witty closing, worried
[From the song entitled ‘Norman’]
Could I ask,
Has brought sunshine
to my life,
In the way, that you
For more songs like this
and mixture of a load of
other stuff go to:
[all stuff copyright 2008]
and for more info [even though
you should really find it on the
myspace, check the page on this
blog called ‘[little green book]’.
[proper blogs to come soon]
Posted in music, writing
Tagged copyright 2008, little green book, love, love poem, love song, lyrics, music, my band, myspace.com/littlegreenbook, Norman, song lyrics, songs